June 16... so many things...

First of all, "happy birthday!" to a good friend... I really hope he'll enjoy himself and feel much better.
Second of all... I received an e-mail from Spain, in which they were letting me know that I got accepted into the study exchange program :). I just need to send a few more forms and make sure they know I'm going there for only one semester... they kept on talking about September... I would be arriving in January, which was stated on my application. Eh... I always find reasons to worry, but I'm not going to do it this time. I'm way too happy about the news, I've been dreaming about going to Spain for about 15 years, give or take. It's incredible! I can already picture myself there, although it all seems surreal, at the same time... the only sad part is that micul meu won't be there with me... and I might not take that as well as I'm hoping. Besides, I'll be there, doing what I've always wanted to do, while he'll be here, working and thinking about me :(. I hope he knows how much I appreciate his encouragement and his lack of selfishness... if anything, I could be acused of being selfish. Uff... this is not a caprice... it's something very important for our future... yes, OUR future... maybe we'll eventually move to Spain :))). We shall see... let's stick to the facts, for now. To sum up... this is great news!
In the third place... it's been six years today since I left Romania. Memories.. lots of memories... I always look back, but on the 16th of June I have a stronger tendency to do that. I remember so many things... the way I said "good bye" to Constanta, to my friends, to Irina, my best friend, to my mom and grandma... to Romania. I was extremely happy that day... hey, I was leaving for the States! I was dreaming... Even though most of my dreams haven't (yet, maybe) come true, I can't say that I have many regrets. I would do the same, all over again, at least only for the fact that these steps lead me to micul meu. He wasn't part of my dream, but he made my reality a much sweeter one :). I didn't know I needed him, I wasn't even looking... I didn't think he existed... but micul meu was there... and now is here :). Ehh... I'm now listening to Vama veche... when I left, my friens gave me a tape with their songs... and they wrote very nice things inside the covers. Those were such nice times...! Unfortunately, I've lost contact with everyone, except for Raluca... I miss them... and I miss Irina a lot, too. Uff... now I'm going to start crying... I guess these are happy-sad tears... they comfort me :).
I've also talked to my mom... she was sooo happy about my good news! I reminded her about the "anniversary"... and she became sad... but didn't want to show me :). I know how much she misses me... that's one of the most important reasons for which I would like us to move to Spain. She said that she shouldn't have let me go... I know what she means... she always says that, and it has nothing to do with her not wanting me to have a nice life.
Ufff... I'm still happy about Spain, but now I'm swimming in my memories :)...